Chapter 184

"I mean..." I said, trying to find a reasonable doubt. I just didn't want to believe it, "Roi, gave up on me first... He turned cold. He kept saying I didn't think for myself and that I was impressionable and blind..." "I see..." She said, her eyes scalding me. "What is this... What are you doing?" I asked, hating this feeling of scrutinization. Her eyes were just so heavy on me. "Nothing..." She said, returning to the paddock where her kestrel was. I didn't know my heart was racing the way it was until she left. This couldn't be happening. I could literally feel the family falling apart and it was just overwhelming. How could father do this to us? And was this sir Socoshian guy this evil? Did he really put Roi through all of what Roi claimed? Did he really try to put father on drugs? "Richard?" Someone called out. I turned, surprised to see Robin. My stomach twisted into knots after seeing the boy. "What?" I asked. "Long time no talk right?" He smiled. "What the fuck do you want?" I a